Inner silence. State of inner silence

Alpha brain state


Not everyone probably knows that during the day the human brain works in four completely different rhythms - alpha, beta, delta and theta.

Right now, as you read these lines, you are in beta frequency. This is the basic state of our brain. When you talk, eat, move, think - your brain is in this state. These are all your actions under the control of your consciousness. That is, controlled and conscious. In other words, your daily life takes place in beta.

And only during sleep does our head computer switch to the other three positions - alpha, theta and delta. The last two belong to the “deep sleep” phase and we will not consider them here.

We are interested alpha brain state, this is a truly magical and unique state of our consciousness, in which we can control a lot. Including the fulfillment of desires.

How to get into it and is it subject to everyone, you ask?

We fall into it every day when we go to bed. You know this feeling. This is the transition point between wakefulness and sleep, when you are on the border of two worlds, between Reality and Navy.

This is the state when you have not yet fallen asleep, but you are no longer “here”, when you are just starting to fall asleep. The wonderful wave frequencies and vibrations of alpha are its magical power, having conquered it and learned to control it, you will turn into a real wizard!

How to enter the alpha state?


It's very simple.

Close your eyes. Relax completely. Imagine in front of a clean and clear screen. Now mentally count from 1 to 12. While counting, you need to calm your thoughts and stop the so-called “mental stirrer”. This is very important. Achieve “mental silence”, and if you don’t succeed the first time, repeat the count from the beginning. Now we raise our eyeballs up about 30-40 degrees... That's it! You have reached the alpha state! Stay in it for a while, count down from 12 to 12. Return your eyes to the “starting position” and open them.

It is the location of the eyes under closed eyelids that switches the brain to the mode it needs. You'll have to practice rolling your eyes a little while you get used to it.

At first it will be unusual and may not work right away, since the eyelids may begin to open following the upward movement of the eyes. So don't move your eyeballs too high, just turn them up a little. They should “quiver” and begin to twitch slightly. This is alpha, congratulations!

Making a wish in the alpha state


And now the fun begins.

The technique is very simple. You can sit or lie down - the main thing is that you are comfortable, that you can relax and that your spine is straight.

So, before you start, make sure to take 3 deep breaths and get started. As soon as you enter alpha, immediately begin to imagine your desire, draw a mental picture on your inner screen of what you want to receive. In other words, visualize. Imagine that you already have the object of your desires, that your dream has come true or your goal has already been achieved. Fill yourself with emotions of joy about this!

That's all, that's enough, your order has been sent to its destination!

Those who are not comfortable calling up one image can play a small “video” in their head. This should take from 2 to 10 minutes; it is not advisable to delay this process for too long. The main thing here is the quality of the picture seen, its “clarity”!

From my own experience I can say that the alpha state of the brain works flawlessly! Like a Kalashnikov assault rifle.

Tested many times!

ABOUT SILENCE AND THE STATE OF INNER SILENCE

SILENCE IS PRICELESS. It is at the heart of many Kundalini Yoga techniques, just as it is always present at the very heart of communication. Sometimes we think that we will make our communication more effective if we say as many words as possible in a short time. But this does not make communication and understanding better.

Concise speech is much better than a stream of words that has no impact. Carefully considered words consist of a balanced ratio of silence and sound that reaches the heart. We see how excellently this is used in the art of poetry. In poetry, silence, the pause between words and phrases, is a support that gives additional meaning and enhances the impact of words. This is a skillful combination of silence and sound that conveys feelings undistorted and pure.

Using rhythm and silence to project and convey subtle aspects naad- the essence of all yoga. That's why Siri Guru Grand Sahib, Jap Ji and many other scriptures are created in the genre of poetry and songs.

Let's explore this issue further. What comes to your mind when you think of silence? I'm sure that thinking about silence can be quite a noisy process, as your mind will immediately start chattering about it. In fact, the best way to experience silence is to face it and let it speak for itself.

Yogi Bhajan has always sought to “lead” us into silence. Just being with him was enough to quiet the normal chatter of the mind and begin to notice the more distorted defensive reactions of the ego. He once explained what he meant by silence when a student asked him how one could appreciate silence by constantly listening to mantras and Gurbani Kirtan music:

Yogi Bhajan: Silence is not outside, it must be inside.

Student: Doesn't listening to mantras destroy silence?

Yogi Bhajan: No, no, no.

LearnTo: What about Gurbani Kirtan music?

Yogi Bhajan: Gurbani Kirtan is very silent music. You need to remove everything from your mind to create music, words and sounds. Kirtan is an experience of absolute silence because nothing in it belongs to you.

Silence is when nothing belongs to you.

SILENCE IS THE STATE OF PEACE OF OUR BEING. This is the state where the Spirit of our infinite Self guides the constant flow Prakriti. It is mindful observation and full presence. This state develops primarily through letting go of everything. You don't own anything. Everything belongs to Him. This ancient wisdom, described in all traditions, leads to the full development of human potential.

As soon as we make even one distinction - it's mine, not yours, the ego is activated to guard and use it. And then life turns into receiving, holding and protecting. In order for silence to be deep and real, this natural function of the ego must be completely turned off.

Yogi Bhajan learned this well in his early childhood, thanks to his grandfather, who taught him many aspects of communication:

TRUE INNER SILENCE

There is no other way to know silence other than to encounter it, lose yourself in it and observe it.

God is not something you want to know, God is something you already know within yourself and who you really are.

Nothing is the source of Everything. Silence is the source of all vibrations. The Finite is the process of manifestation of Infinity. Dive deeper and deeper within yourself and find yourself in this absolute silence. Every cell of yours should be immersed in silence. Let every nerve enjoy the effects of silence. Allow the endocrine system to secrete in silence. Allow your Higher Self to enjoy the blessing of silence and vibrate into the Infinity.

Life has many facets, but in each there is one obligation - to find yourself within yourself. For those who do this, there will be no secrets. When the center is found, everything is found. Allow yourself to go deeply into the silence of yourself. Penetrate through all layers.

Inner silence allows your Higher Self and heart to melt into your presence and be felt by others, even if you are silent. Without the noise that is generated by your inner conflicts and separation, your message can be heard. And we can hear ourselves, develop our sensitivity and feel connected to the entire universe.

This idea goes against the generally accepted Western attitude towards silence. We believe that nothing happens in silence. In fact, we allow everything to happen precisely when we are calm and silent. Adding awareness to silence allows you to embrace the Silence that is the heart and creative pulse of the Divine. Just like lovers: the feeling of intimacy arises instantly and with complete clarity, and the desire manifests itself without any spoken words.

Immersing yourself in such silence is the key to managing your life and understanding yourself. Throughout his years of teaching, Yogi Bhajan encouraged his students to periodically use physical silence and develop its deepest aspects during meditation practices. When he began teaching White Tantra courses as Mahan Tantrik, he required all participants to remain silent. It was only possible to pronounce Sat Nam, if you needed to say something out loud. In this teaching Sat Nam means silence. This phrase is not ours, it is not given to us by our ego, but is kindly provided by the master so that we can synchronize any finite thought with the macroscopic sense of the Infinite. Yogi Bhajan said that we must allow our subconscious mind to clear itself because when we are immersed in silence, it is not involved in the action and reaction of all our thoughts and feelings. Dissolve within yourself. And let your aura speak.

Some saddhus take a vow of silence for the rest of their lives. But in Kundalini Yoga we remain living in society. We accept all challenges, reality of life and flow. We live with an attitude of gratitude and courage, fulfilling our karma, living consciously and refining character. We do not use supernatural powers to become super powerful by having siddhis (super powers). Instead, we accept the universal power of God consciousness and rely on this relationship.

TEACHING FROM TRUE SILENCE

There are three important moments when we, as teachers of Kundalini Yoga, encounter both practice and silence.

  1. Settings -when we sing Adi Mantra to tune in Golden Chain of Teachers. To tune in and connect with it, we must be still. We must, by the power of one thought, instantly connect the mind with infinite magnitude, reducing our ego to zero. We then recite a mantra which affirms that all our actions are complete and guided by the Infinite.
  2. Bow -when we bow or perform Ardas for the Guru. Yogi Bhajan said that having an altar—a place where you can bow—allows us to change. Without this opportunity and practice, we struggle with our ego and its finite projections.
  3. Traatak Meditation - when we use technology Traatak Meditations with a Tantric portrait of Yogi Bhajan. This special photo of Mahan Tantric can project a state of absolute neutrality and peace. When you meditate on this image, you come into direct contact with the Silence that is beyond all polarities, and you connect with the consciousness of the Mahan Tantric of our Age.

Silence is woven into the teaching. It appears in the mind as a component shunyi. Silence - like complete peace - is important to master life energy and manage stressful situations. It is the basis for communication when you listen to another person. It connects our desires with knowledge and their implementation. She is the gateway between our experience of polarities and non-dual Oneness.

One of the greatest blessings of this teaching is that Yogi Bhajan spoke from his own experience and achievements. Every step he shared was deliberate and tested. It was not just an idea, but a discipline by which you can prepare your mind for the experience and maturity of a sensitive person. Silence is just the beginning.

Yogi Bhajan: Once upon a time, as the scriptures, confirmed by Guru Nanak, say, there was only silence, and silence meditated. From this silence the universe emerged, and we are in it. The universe is a place of working out karma to pay off the debts of the past. We ourselves, our relatives and friends - all contribute to the creation and development of karma. This is where reputation is born. This is called the depth of the soul. If the soul wins, reputation is the end result of a person's activities.

By staying connected to your roots, which exist outside of time, you tap into a source of energy and knowledge. This is one of the reasons why we do sadhana. Sadhana is a powerful way to engage your mind and create a dialogue with yourself. Yogi Bhajan shared the following story explaining this process:

As long as you breathe, your mind will constantly create thoughts. Whatever your actions and reactions are, everything happens thanks to thought. If someone challenges you, you should respond, “Let me think about it.” Who loses because you let negative thoughts pass through you? And who benefits when you allow yourself to think positively? Your failures and poverty are based on your negative thoughts, and your prosperity and fulfillment are based on your positive ones. So when you gossip in a negative way, running around like headless chickens and talking incessantly, even though you don't want to say anything, who are you really harming?

There are three types of communication.

The first is without any signs of speech. This is a communication of gratitude or revenge. If you want to show your respect to a person, you stop, be silent, close your eyes and immerse yourself in grace. God will shower His favor on you many times if you do this. Or, when you see someone, you get angry, grimace, and have negative thoughts and curses. Then you destroy yourself.

The second way of communication is, at its core, about creating understanding or misunderstanding. When you create understanding, you bring love and friendship, calm and silence. Otherwise you destroy each other.

The third way to communicate is simply a waste of time. You talk because you can't stop. It's neither good nor bad, and has no meaning or real meaning. It's called: "Let's have lunch together." You are eating and chatting about something. Not only do you not know what you will talk about, but the other person does not know why he will listen to it. This is human behavior.

SILENCE DURING SADHANA

All types of communication use prana. Prana is your life force. Those who meditate are able to speak without using physical communication. Some people talk as a way to control their personality. Still others speak simply to express their individuality.

In all three groups there are those who rise in the early hours of ambrosia, when the sun hits the earth at an angle of 60 degrees, giving the opportunity to connect with the Infinite. They talk to themselves and to heaven. In our usual language we call this sadhana.

Sadhana is a special type of communication. You are creative, silent (though you may chant a mantra), meaningful, you communicate with yourself within yourself, and your subconscious shines as brightly as the Divine.

Below are Yogi Bhajan's suggestions that you can use when meditating:

“Plunge into a state of calm. Close your eyes and look deep within yourself. To receive, you must give something. You need to give yourself a chance to be quiet. You just close your eyes and look deep inside yourself so that you can see everything clearly. Silence is the language of all languages. Become serene. Calm your body, every cell of it.

And now, cell by cell, begin to enjoy being in your body. Concentrate on every sensation, on every part of your body. Feel it. With all the power, with all the knowledge, with all the feeling - if you can feel your own body, you will achieve something unique. Because you are you, without you there is nothing. The entire universe around you is also within you. If you can feel yourself, you can feel everything. Concentrate and dive deep within yourself.

Start at the tips of your toes and work your way up to the ends of your hair. Explore yourself completely. Make this study very conscious. Do it with self-respect. Feel every cell of yours. Realize that you have what you should have. Deep within you is the creative power of God - creating, organizing and destroying - and it is concentrated in you. Try to find its center. If you help yourself, then you can help the whole world.

Deep within you is the pulse of your life. Whether you are young or old, woman or man, if you do not hear this rhythm, you have not yet found happiness in life. Concentrate and consider the energy that is in the left and right parts of your body, and there is a constant exchange between them.

Now open your eyes and rub your hands as hard as you can.”

Here are some tips on how to start interacting with silence:

  1. Notice when you suddenly find yourself in silence at work or in nature. Stop and pay attention. Listen to the quality of this silence. When you do this, a calmness will arise within you, helping you to adapt to the silence tattvas. What we see on the outside, we can feel on the inside.
  2. Notice how your thoughts stop the moment you focus on silence.
  3. Even in the noisiest environment, you can highlight the silence if you are still and do not react to what attracts your attention.
  4. Just let go of all reactions and resistance. Let the present moment be as it is. If you own nothing, everything will be taken care of. And this situation is exactly the one you need to face. Trust is the great friend of silence.
  5. Pay attention to the pauses that are used in poetry between words, between the transition from one activity to another, between inhalation and exhalation. This is a special balance point to observe in all meditations. This etheric point automatically gives expansion, possibilities and a state of presence.

MEDITATION TO OBTAIN A STATE OF INNER SILENCE

If you believe that there are no difficult situations in your life, you are not living at all. Life cannot be without challenges. With every new challenge you gain new qualifications. And you need to meet these qualifications. Let's try right now to reorganize our nervous system so that we can become intuitively aware.

Pose:Sit down and straighten your spine, straighten your chest, pull your chin to your chest and close your eyes. Relax your right arm, press your elbow close to your body and extend your arm forward parallel to the floor with your palm facing up. The palm is not completely straightened, but slightly rounded into a cup. The left hand is positioned parallel to the floor with the palm up and touches the diaphragm (lower chest) with the palm. It cuts through your electromagnetic field. The left hand will separate prana from Apanas at the point udana.

Let go of all thoughts. Meditate with a mantra "Guru Ram Das" performed Singh Kaur or other uplifting music such as "Rakhe Rakhankar" performed Singh Kaur.

Rhythm:Breathe very slowly. Inhale: 20 seconds. Delay: 20 seconds. Exhale: 20 seconds.

Duration: 11 minutes.

Completion:Take a breath, hold your breath for 25 seconds and press with your left hand on the diaphragm area. Squeeze your entire body. Exhale. Inhale again, hold your breath for 25 seconds and collect all the energy at the diaphragm point, do not feel sorry for yourself, press and squeeze the whole body with all your strength. Exhale. Take another breath. Hold your breath for 25 seconds, squeeze and press with your left hand as if you want to touch the spine, going through the ribcage. Exhale and relax.

Amid the daily hustle and bustle, the constant flow of information, professional and family obligations, we often stop hearing this inner voice. Isolating oneself from the usual social environment in order to get closer to oneself (or, as they say, “understand oneself”) has become quite a popular activity in recent years. Retreat (from the English retreat - to leave, move away, retire) turns into one of the ways to take inventory of your desires and needs, into an attempt to rediscover the meanings and goals of your life. Some decide to go on various yoga retreats, Zen retreats, or even novitiate in a monastery, accompanied (or not) by a vow of silence. Another option - the so-called self-retreat (or independent retreat) - is suitable for those who want to exclude the ideological or religious component of this process in order to truly be alone with themselves.

State of being

Your computer, books, phone, and even your watch should be left outside the retreat. There is no need to rush anywhere or do anything by the clock - in the first two days this brings some feeling of discomfort: the clock, and especially the phone, create the illusion that we are constantly in control of the situation. Without this sense of control it becomes somewhat uneasy. Just like without the continuous activity that we are usually busy with from morning to evening, constantly keeping in mind a list of things that need to be done during the day. At best, we include rest in this list - as one of the items - and become upset and even irritated if insomnia or noisy neighbors prevent us from fulfilling this item. Moving from the state of “doing” to the state of “just being” is not so easy. First of all, you need to allow yourself to do this - it is literally an act of will, in defiance of the resistant mind, which repeats about a waste of time and constantly asks what needs to be done next. The list of obvious necessary tasks is limited to cooking and sleeping. The rest of the time you are left alone with yourself. I only had five days to immerse myself in a state of being - I tried on myself several meditative techniques that were designed to speed up this process.

Listen to the silence

The silence that we city dwellers enjoy so much in the lap of nature is actually filled with many sounds. In the silence surrounding me there were the trills of birds, the sounds of the wind in the branches of the trees and the rustle of the grass being shaken by it. The buzzing of insects in the blooming rose hips. The quiet splash of the sea, the distant, barely audible rumble of a boat engine. Listening to sounds, distinguishing them, separating them from one another, completely concentrating on listening - this is an exercise I borrowed from John Kabatt-Zin, a recognized expert in the field of depression and stress.

Ten minutes of concentration on sounds and recognizing them: a seagull screams, a bumblebee buzzes, a woodpecker knocks. It is as if you need to decompose this symphony into parts, recognizing their performers, and then again combine the sound of individual instruments into music. Don’t rush after them, listening to, say, one woodpecker, but let them be, sound together.

Such listening can teach us to deal in a similar way with our anxiety, with our own thoughts - to listen to them as sounds. Don't drive them away, but let them sound in your head. This exercise can be useful for those who are familiar with the cycle of obsessive experiences, when some problem cannot get out of their head, giving literally neither sleep nor peace. Not to get involved in the flow, but to hear your thoughts and, perhaps, recognize - “I criticize, worry, plan” - let them sound and subside.

Quiet hour

“You don’t have to retreat from the world for a long time to experience the beneficial effects of silence,” says American psychotherapist and creative coach Eric Maisel.

“Over the past twenty years I have worked with many outstanding writers, musicians, screenwriters, actors and artists. And in the course of my psychotherapeutic practice I came to the conclusion that sometimes little is enough for us to reawaken our taste for life and the ability to create. Give yourself just one hour of silence a day. Turn off the TV, put down the book, remove all sound stimuli (if noise cannot be avoided, maybe earplugs will help?). Calm your racing thoughts by simply saying “shh!” And let there be silence. After a while, when you feel that silence envelops you, that you are immersed in it, you can finally say to yourself: “Creative ideas, come!” And see what happens next."

Walk silently

Walking helps restore contact with your body, restore the feeling of being in the present moment - it is recommended by psychotherapy, yoga, and doctors. However, for the most part we walk absolutely mechanically, carried away by our thoughts as far and as long as the quality of the road allows. To improve the “effect of presence” in your own body and distract yourself from thoughts by concentrating on walking, yoga recommends focusing on the breathing process, synchronizing it with your steps. Kinhin, a meditative practice of slow walking used in Zen Buddhism, invites you to extend your attention not only to what is happening in the body, but to turn your senses to everything around you: sounds, smells, sensations from temperature, humidity and air movement. I decided to focus on the sensations of walking itself - on the contact of the sole with the surface, on feeling how the foot springs, the muscles tense and relax. I discovered walking on the rocky shore - it requires complete concentration because you have to carefully choose where to put your foot. Especially if you walk barefoot: the process completely absorbs all your attention, allowing you to get a “rest from thoughts” (of course, they continue to spin in your head, but more like a background, since the focus of attention is directed to movement).

Quietly there

In ordinary life, we often eat mindlessly, mechanically. We devour food while simultaneously watching the news on TV, reading the newspaper, or, at best, chatting with friends. This leaves little opportunity to focus on the act of eating, let alone the taste and feeling of fullness.

I took the advice of one of the Zen teachers and tried it on myself. The point is to try to eat without making noise. Carefully lower the spoon into the bowl of soup without touching its edges. Slowly and quietly place the cup of tea on the table surface. Almost silently bite off small pieces of the apple, slowly chew and swallow. This practice requires concentration on every movement, on every (and small) portion of food that enters the mouth, it requires slowness and concentration on the process. This exercise turned out to be very effective. For example, in ordinary life I could easily miss the moment of satiety - especially during lunch with friends or dinner in front of the TV - but here the feeling of fullness was so clear and unambiguous that I immediately moved the plate aside.

Silent eating techniques can be easily used anywhere, at any time - for example, in a cafe during lunch or while having breakfast alone. And I will definitely use it.

Just sit

Kinhin - walking meditation - in Zen practice usually alternates with sitting meditation. It's called sikantaza - this is another way that helps to “just be.” The essence of meditation is to cover with your attention as much information as possible, perceived by our senses: to notice literally all the sounds, smells, air movement, sensations in your own body... Half an hour spent in a motionless sitting with a straight back is designed to help stop the “internal dialogue". When thoughts run away from the present moment and our attention is carried away after them, the only thing we can do is to gently return our attention to what is happening in the body and in the immediate environment. When I was asked to take part in a sitting meditation with a Soto Zen group on a silence retreat, I agreed with some trepidation, expecting that sitting motionless for half an hour with my legs tucked under me would be difficult for me. Even shorter ten-minute meditations with concentration on breathing were not easy for me, but this half hour flew by literally like two minutes.

All these techniques make it possible to be completely alone with yourself and hear the voice of your inner “I” - strictly speaking, for this it is not necessary to go on retreat. However, the real distance between us and our usual social environment makes this task much easier.

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Inner silence is a natural property of the true Self

It will be much easier to stop the endless uncontrollable flow of thoughts if we understand that inner silence is our true essence. This is a property of Being, from which we all came, and the connection with which is never interrupted, even if we do not feel this connection.

A chatty, incessant mind is not your true essence. It's not you. This is a manifestation of the false self. This ego is chattering uncontrollably in your head, trying to convince you that it is you. But that's not true.

You are Existence itself. This is inner silence. This is harmony and love. This is limitless peace.

You can come to this peace - truly Divine peace - if you become disidentified with the mind. That is, you are fully aware that the mind is not you.

Inner silence is not emptiness at all. There is nothing scary about her, and most importantly, there is nothing lifeless about her. Many people are afraid of peace and quiet, since they associate these concepts with death, with non-existence. But these fears are in vain, since there is nothing more alive than this inner silence. After all, this is the silence of Being itself, the source of all being, all life.

No matter how strange it may sound, the inner silence is filled. It is filled not with thoughts, but with awareness. This is a field of silent awareness from which knowledge can come to us - without words, without thoughts, in the form of pure understanding. When we free our minds from the stream of thoughts, we gain access to the source of the highest truth, which is Existence, or, so to speak, to the highest mind.

It is important to understand correctly: living in a state of deep inner peace and silence does not mean being inactive. When we enter a state of “no-thoughts”, immerse ourselves in inner silence, we do not at all fall into a state of trance or some kind of mental passivity. Our consciousness does not become less active. On the contrary, it becomes more active, works more clearly and effectively - precisely due to reaching another level of activity, to the level where Existence itself thinks and acts.

Silence can be heard in everything - in oneself, in the world around us, it can be heard behind any noise. This is not surprising - after all, the world is one in Existence, we are all one in it, and we all inherit the properties of Existence, including deep silence, deep peace. This is the original state of everything in the world. Therefore, you can learn silence from anything, but the best teacher is, of course, nature.

Exercise

While you are somewhere in nature, in a forest or in a park, or in any other place where trees grow, choose the tree that you like best (or the first one that your gaze lingers on), stop, and look at it motionless for a while. Imagine that the tree is not just alive, but animate and has consciousness. Try to mentally penetrate his consciousness and understand what it is filled with. Turn on your senses - feel what the tree feels.

The first thing you will be able to feel is deep peace and silence. The tree is calm and quiet, but it is a complete silence. There is harmony in it, and there is quiet joy in it - the joy of being, the joy of existence. The tree lives and grows, and is in a state of harmony, peace and joy. Imagine that you too are entering this state of deep peace. It's as if the tree is giving you an example, and you follow that example. The tree in this case acts as your teacher.

You can learn from any other plant, from a flower, and even from a blade of grass. You can also learn from animals, trying to “copy” their internal state. And even in nature, which is called inanimate (although in fact all nature is alive) - stones, rocks, sea, wind, clouds. All nature is permeated with deep peace, even if its external manifestations are restless. No matter how loud the wind is, no matter how loud the thunderstorm is, no matter how rough the sea is - in all this there is peace of nature. You can feel this peace, enter this silence. This will be your meeting with your true Self.

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– You think and talk too much. You have to stop talking to yourself.

- What do you mean?

-You talk to yourself too much. You are no exception to this. Each of us does this. We are having an internal conversation. Think about it. What do you do when you're alone?

- I'm talking to myself.

– What are you talking to yourself about?

- I don't know. Anything, I guess.

“I’ll tell you what we’re talking to ourselves about.” We talk about our world. In fact, we maintain our peace with our self-talk.

– How do we do this?

– When we stop talking to ourselves, the world is as it should be. We renew it, we give it life, we support it with our inner conversation. Not only that. We also choose our paths according to what we tell ourselves. So we repeat the same choice again and again, until we die. Because until we die, we continue the same internal conversation.

The warrior is aware of this and seeks to stop this conversation. This is the last thing you need to know if you want to live like a warrior.

“A warrior realizes that the world will change as soon as he stops talking to himself,” he said. “He must be prepared for this extraordinary push.”

“What do you mean, don Juan?”

– The world is such and such only because we tell ourselves that it is like that. If we stop telling ourselves that he is like this, then he will stop being like this. I don't think you're ready for such a sudden blow at this moment, so you should slowly start to stop creating the world...

...it is the internal dialogue that pins us to the ground,” don Juan said. – The world for us is such and such or such and such only because we tell ourselves about it that it is such and such or such and such...

...the entrance to the world of magicians opens only after the warrior learns to stop his internal dialogue.

“As you know,” he said, “the main obstacle in magic is internal dialogue: it is the key to everything.” When a warrior learns to stop it, everything becomes possible. The most incredible projects become feasible. The key to all the mysterious and supernatural things you have recently experienced was the fact that you were able to stop the internal conversation with yourself.



“I told you that it is the internal dialogue that pins us to the ground,” don Juan said. – The world for us is such and such or such and such only because we tell ourselves about it that it is such and such or such and such.

Don Juan explained that the entrance to the world of sorcerers opens only after the warrior learns to stop his internal dialogue.

“The essence of magic is to change our idea of ​​the world,” he said. – Stopping the internal dialogue is the only way to achieve this. Everything else is just empty words. Understand that everything you saw or did, with the exception of stopping the internal dialogue, could not change anything either in yourself or in your idea of ​​the world. The condition of this change, of course, is that it should not lead to madness. That is why the teacher does not attack his students. This would only lead them to depression and obsessions.

Vision comes only when the warrior is able to stop the internal dialogue.

“Stopping internal dialogue, however, is the key to the world of sorcerers,” he said. – All other activities are only support. All of it is aimed only at accelerating the effect of stopping the internal dialogue.

He said that there are two main activities or techniques used to speed up the stopping of internal dialogue: erasing personal history and dreaming. He reminded me that in the early stages of my apprenticeship he had given me a number of special methods for changing my personality. I wrote them down in my notes and forgot about them for several years until I realized their importance.

“Of course,” he said. “They opened you up, stopping your view of the world. In this, the power plants have the same effect on the tonal as the correct way of walking. Both overwhelm him with information, and the power of internal dialogue comes to an end. Power plants are excellent for this purpose, but their use is too expensive. They cause too much harm to the body. This is their disadvantage, especially the devil's grass...

Don Juan said that after the internal dialogue was stopped by the action of power plants, an inevitable impasse appeared. The student began to have doubts about the meaning of the entire apprenticeship. In don Juan's opinion, even the greatest enthusiasts would experience a serious loss of interest at this point.

Don Juan asserted again and again that the shutdown of internal dialogue was an essential feature of his magic. From the point of view of the explanation of the two spheres of attention given to me by La Gorda, stopping the internal dialogue was a working way of describing the distraction of the tonal's attention...

Don Juan said that as soon as we stop the internal dialogue, we stop the world. It was an operational description of the incomprehensible process of focusing our second attention. He said that some part of us is always locked away because we are afraid of it.

This part of us, from the point of view of our minds, is like a crazy relative whom we keep locked up in a dungeon. This part was, according to La Gorda, the second attention. When it can finally focus on something, the world has stopped. Since we, as ordinary people, know only the attention of the tonal, it is not much of an exaggeration to say that as soon as this attention is extinguished, the world really stops for us.

Focusing our wild, untrained second attention must inevitably be a terrifying thing. Don Juan was right when he said that the only way to keep this crazy relative from attacking us is to protect ourselves with an endless internal dialogue...

Don Juan defined inner silence as a special state of expulsion of thoughts, in which a person can function at a different level of consciousness than usual. He emphasized that inner silence occurs when the internal dialogue - the eternal companion of thoughts - ceases, and therefore is a state of deep silence.

The sorcerers of ancient times, don Juan said, called this inner silence, since in this state perception does not depend on the senses. During inner silence, another ability of a person comes into force, the ability that makes him a magical being, an ability limited not by the person himself, but by some alien influence...

Inner silence, he continued, is the basis of all magic. In other words, everything we do leads us to this basis. It, like everything else in magic, does not reveal itself until something gigantic shakes us up.

Don Juan assured me that inner silence is the path that leads to true renunciation of judgment; to that moment when our senses cease to interpret the sense data emanating from the entire Universe; to the point where comprehension ceases to be a force that comes to determine the nature of the universe through repetition and use.

Sorcerers need a turning point for inner silence to work, don Juan said. - The turning point is like the mortar that a mason puts between rows of bricks. Only then do the individual bricks turn into a structure when the mortar hardens.

Accumulation of inner silence

Don Juan said that the sorcerers of ancient Mexico invented all sorts of ways to shake themselves or other sorcerer practitioners to the core in order to achieve a secret state of inner silence. They came up with the most unimaginable actions that, it would seem, could not be associated with achieving inner silence, such as, say, jumping into a waterfall or nights spent on tree branches upside down. However, these were the key techniques to achieve such a state.

Following the logic of the sorcerers of ancient Mexico, don Juan categorically stated that inner silence increases and accumulates. In my case, he tried to guide me to create a core of inner silence within myself, and then gradually build it up at every opportunity. He explained that the sorcerers of ancient Mexico discovered that each person has his own threshold of inner silence in terms of time. In other words, inner silence must remain in each of us for a certain time before it works.

And what did the ancient sorcerers consider to be a sign that inner silence had begun to work, don Juan? I asked.

Inner silence begins to work from the moment you begin to develop it in yourself,” answered Doi Huang. “What the magicians of antiquity sought was the finale, the dramatic end and the result of reaching that individual threshold of silence. Some especially gifted magicians need only a few minutes of silence to achieve their desired goal. Others, less talented, require a much longer period of silence to achieve the desired result. The desired result is what sorcerers called the stopping of the world - the moment when everything around ceases to be what it always was.

This is the moment when the magician returns to the true nature of man,” don Juan continued. - The magicians of ancient times also called it absolute freedom. This is the moment when the human slave becomes a free being, capable of such miracles of perception that challenge our ordinary imagination.

From the very beginning of our acquaintance, don Juan never ceased to hammer into my head the idea of ​​the meaning of inner silence. I tried my best to follow his advice to accumulate inner silence in the most sincere way every moment. I had neither the ability to measure my gains nor the means to judge whether or not I had finally reached my threshold. I simply stubbornly set my sights on developing such a state in myself. And not only to please don Juan, but also because he considered it a matter of honor.

Carlos Castaneda "The Active Side of Infinity"

The way that don Juan was able to silence the internal dialogue of his disciples was to encourage them to remain silent, second after second. We can say that silence “glues together” from seconds until it reaches the individual border that exists in each of us. My limit was fifteen minutes. When I reached it, accumulating silence, the everyday world changed and I perceived it in an indescribable way. The only possible practice that can be advised is an effort, an intense desire to achieve silence, step by step. It is absolutely unacceptable for someone to teach us how to take these steps, or to lead us by the hand, giving instructions every moment. Don Juan said that the only essential thing is the personal decision of each of us to come to silence.

You think of accessing magic as a matter of accumulating enough energy, but not all people seem equally capable of it by birth. Is there really a chance for everyone?

Yes. I would add to this that it seems to me that no one is born sufficiently endowed with energy. This reduces the problem to a common denominator: since no one has enough energy, we all have almost equal chances. Undoubtedly, there are people who were born with much more energy than others, but this is only to waste it on everyday activities. This amount of energy has no advantage in reaching the world of magicians. This includes those who accumulate energy of a special quality: the fruit of iron discipline and intention.

Is it possible to face the everyday world without losing energy?

Magicians like don Juan say it is possible. They say that the events of the everyday world are destructive for us only if they are refracted through a sense of self-importance. We are so self-centered that the slightest trouble overwhelms us. We spend so much energy trying to present and protect our “I” in the everyday world that we have nothing left to face anything that contradicts us. This complete wear and tear seems to be something inevitable, since we move exclusively along the rut laid out by our socialization. If we dared to change the track, change the way of existence, only suppressing the onslaught of self-importance, we would achieve an unprecedented result: we would eliminate the daily waste of energy and find ourselves in energetic conditions that would allow us to perceive much more than we used to think possible .

Is it possible to achieve this without the nagual's "push"?

What don Juan offers is achievable for all those who have achieved inner silence. Stopping internal dialogue is the ultimate goal that can be achieved using any means. The presence of a teacher or guide is not superfluous, but it is not absolutely necessary. What is really needed is daily effort to accumulate silence. Don Juan said that coming to complete silence is tantamount to “stopping the world.” This is the moment when you see a flow of energy in the Universe around us.

Interview with C. Castaneda to the magazine "Mas alla de la ciencia" 1997

The fifth theme, which is the culmination of the previous four, and which the magicians of ancient Mexico most eagerly sought to achieve, is inner silence. Inner silence was defined by don Juan as a person's natural state of perception when thoughts are stopped and all of a person's faculties function at that level of consciousness when the everyday way of knowing does not work.

Don Juan compared inner silence to darkness, since human perception, deprived of its usual companion, internal dialogue, that is, the silent verbal expression of the process of cognition, falls into something resembling a dark pit. The body functions as usual, but consciousness is heightened. Decisions are instantaneous, and they seem to be born from a special kind of knowledge, devoid of thoughts and words.

The sorcerers of ancient Mexico, who discovered and used the magical passes that are the core of tensegrity, believed that human perception, operating in conditions of inner silence, can reach indescribable levels.

They even argued that some of these levels of perception belonged to other worlds, which they believed coexisted with our world; worlds, including the one in which we live; worlds where we can live or die, but which cannot be described in terms of the linear paradigms that the ordinary state of human consciousness uses to explain the Universe.

Inner silence, in the understanding of the sorcerers of don Juan's line, is the matrix for a giant step of evolution; the sorcerers of ancient Mexico called this giant step silent knowledge. Silent knowledge is a state of human consciousness in which knowledge comes automatically and instantly. Knowledge in this case is not a product of brain activity, or logical induction or deduction, or generalizations based on similarity and difference. In silent knowledge there is nothing a priori, nothing that constitutes the body of knowledge. For silent knowledge, everything is hanging now. Complex pieces of information are grasped immediately, without any preliminaries.

Don Xian believed that the Silent Knowledge was hinted at by early man, but that early man was not the true master of the silent knowledge. Don Juan said that such a hint was then much stronger than what a modern person experiences, because now most knowledge is acquired by memorization. He believed that although we have lost the hint, the road leading to silent knowledge will always be open to man, and it begins with the matrix of inner silence.

Achieving inner silence is a necessary precondition for everything described here. Don Juan said that inner silence must be achieved through the consistent pressure of discipline. He said that inner silence must be accumulated, or stored up bit by bit, by second. In other words, a person must constantly force himself to be silent, at least for a few seconds. Don Juan said that if a person is persistent, then persistence will overcome habit, and then the person will come to the threshold when he begins to accumulate seconds and minutes, but this threshold is different for everyone. For example, if for someone the threshold of inner silence is ten minutes, then as soon as this mark is reached, inner silence appears on its own, in other words, of its own accord.

There is no way to know in advance what an individual person's threshold is. This can be learned with practice. I'll tell you about myself. Following don Juan's instructions, I persistently forced myself to remain silent, and one day, while walking through the grounds of UCLA (University of Los Angeles, California) from the anthropology department to the cafeteria, I reached my mysterious threshold. I knew I had achieved it because in an instant I experienced something that don Juan had told me about in detail; he called it stopping the world. In an instant, the world ceased to be what it was - it stopped - and for the first time in my life I realized that I saw energy as it flows in the Universe. I sat down on the stone step. I knew that there were stone steps where I was sitting, but I knew this only intellectually, from memory. I myself felt that I was sitting on energy. I myself was also energy, like everything around me.

Then I was horrified by something that no one except don Juan could explain; I realized that although I was seeing for the first time in my life, I had seen energy as it flows in the Universe all my life, but I was not aware of it. Seeing energy as it flows through the universe was not new. It was a new question that arose in me with such incredible fury that it even brought me back to my everyday world. “What has kept me my whole life from seeing energy as it flows in the Universe?” I asked myself.

Don Juan explained this to me by making a distinction between ordinary consciousness and intentional awareness of something. He said that deep consciousness is inherent in man, but all these moments of deep consciousness are experienced by a person when he is not able to consciously become aware of them. He said that inner silence filled the gap and allowed me to become aware of things that I was only aware of in general terms.

Brochure by Carlos Castaneda distributed at a seminar given by Carlos Castaneda, Florinda Donner-Grau, Taisha Abelar and Carol Tiggs July 20-25, 1996 at the University of Los Angeles, California (UCLA).

ATS practices

Intent of ATS

“The sorcerers’ explanation for choosing a theme for a dream is as follows,” don Juan said. – The warrior chooses the topic consciously, interrupting the internal dialogue and keeping the image in his head. In other words, if he can interrupt the conversation with himself for a while, and then, even for a moment, hold the image or thought of the desired thing in a dream, the desired topic will come to him. I'm sure you did it, albeit unknowingly.

“Your task for tonight is to see people,” he said finally. – First you have to stop your internal dialogue. Then you must conjure up an image of the face you want to see. Any thought that you hold in your mind in a state of inner silence is itself a command, since there are no other thoughts there that can compete with it.

Carlos Castaneda "Tales of Power"

Don Juan reminded me that the key to everything seers do is to stop the internal dialogue. He told me about this many times from the very beginning of our communication. And he emphasized again and again that it is the internal dialogue that fixes the assemblage point in its original position.

“Once you achieve silence, everything becomes possible,” he said...

“The explanation is simplicity itself,” don Juan said. -You commanded it. By doing so, you have set a new intention, a new command. Well, then your team became the Eagle team.

– This is the most extraordinary of the discoveries of new seers. Our teams can become Eagle teams. The internal dialogue stops due to the same thing due to which it begins: due to the action of the will. After all, we are forced to start an internal conversation with ourselves under pressure from those who teach us. When they teach us, they use their will, and we use ours, just like them, without realizing it. By learning to talk to ourselves, we learn to control our will. It is our will to talk to ourselves. And to stop the internal conversation with ourselves, we should use the same method: we must command it, we must intend it.

Carlos Castaneda "Fire from Within"

Listening to the sounds of the world

– How can I stop talking to myself?

– First of all, you should use your ears to take some of the strain off your eyes. Since birth, we have used our eyes to judge the world. We talk to others and to ourselves mainly about what we see. The warrior is aware of this and listens to the sounds of the world.

I put my notes aside. Don Juan laughed and said that he did not mean that this should be forced. That listening to the sounds of the world should be harmonious and patient.

I began to practice “listening to the sounds of the world.” Don Juan told me to practice this for two months. It was excruciatingly difficult to listen and not watch, but the struggle with internal conversation was much more difficult. However, by the end of the second month I learned to stop it, albeit for short periods of time, and also pay attention to the sounds.

Carlos Castaneda "Separate Reality"

Walk of power

At the beginning of our acquaintance, don Juan outlined the following technique to me. It consisted of walking for a long time without focusing on anything. He recommended not looking at anything directly, but, slightly squinting your eyes, maintaining a peripheral view of everything that appears before your eyes. He insisted, although I did not understand it at the time, that if you keep your unfocused eyes at a point just above the horizon, it is possible to perceive everything in a 180-degree spectrum in front of you. He insisted that this exercise was the only way to stop the internal dialogue. At first he asked me about my successes, but soon he stopped being interested in this...

Then I realized that stopping internal dialogue is not just cutting back the words spoken to oneself. The whole process of my thinking stopped, and I felt as if suspended, floating.

In order to stop the way of seeing the world that you have maintained since the cradle, it is not enough to simply wish or simply make a decision. A practical task is required. This practical task is called the correct way of walking. It seems harmless and pointless. Like everything else that has power in itself or through itself, the correct way of walking does not attract attention. You understood him and treated him, at least for a few years, as just a curious way of behaving. It didn't occur to you until very recently that this was the most effective way to stop your internal dialogue.

– How can the correct way of walking stop internal dialogue?

“Walking in this specific manner saturates the tonal,” he said. “It floods it.” You see, the tonal's attention must be kept on its creations.

In fact, it is this attention that creates order in the world in the first place. Therefore, the tonal must be attentive to the elements of its world in order to maintain it. And above all, he must maintain a picture of the world as an internal dialogue.

He said that the correct way of walking is a deception. The warrior first draws his attention to his hands by tucking his fingers, and then, looking without fixing his eyes at any point directly in front of him in the sector that begins at the ends of his feet and ends above the horizon, he literally floods his tonal with information. The tonal, without its face-to-face relationship with elements of its own description, is unable to talk to itself, and so it becomes silent.

Don Juan explained that the position of the fingers did not matter and that one simply had to draw attention to the hands by squeezing the fingers in unusual ways. And what is important here is that the eyes, kept unfocused, notice a huge number of features of the world without receiving a clear idea of ​​them. He added that eyes in this state are able to notice details that would be too fleeting for normal vision...

Carlos Castaneda "Tales of Power"

La Gorda formulated this as “the subsidence of thoughts.” Don Juan also made me do this, although he took me in a different way: instead of focusing my gaze, as contemplatives did, he taught me to open it, to flood my awareness without focusing my gaze on anything. I had to feel the entire 180° in front of me with my eyes, keeping my eyes unfocused just above the horizon line.

Carlos Castaneda "Second Ring of Power"

We believed that an essential aid to dreaming was a state of mental calm, which don Juan called “stopping the internal dialogue” or “not talking to oneself.” To teach me how to do this, he usually had me walk for miles, keeping my eyes fixed and unfocused at a level just above the horizon, so as to place emphasis on the peripheral field of vision. This method was effective in two ways. After years of trying, he allowed me to stop my internal dialogue and he trained my attention. By forcing me to concentrate my attention on the periphery of my visual field, don Juan increased my ability to concentrate for long periods of time on a single activity...

Carlos Castaneda "The Eagle's Gift"

Contemplation

Instead of struggling to focus, a woman should distract herself from the images of the world, contemplating distant hills, water, such as a river, or clouds.

During contemplation, your head begins to spin and your eyes get tired, but if you close them a little and blink and move them from one mountain to another or from one cloud to another, then you can contemplate for hours or whole days, if necessary.

The nagual used to make us sit by the door and contemplate those round hills on the other side of the valley. Sometimes we sat like this for several days until the crack opened...

He never explained to us what he actually did. He simply taught us to contemplate. We never realized that staring was a way of catching 28 our second attention. We thought it was kind of fun. But that was not the case. Before dreamers can capture their second attention, they must first become contemplatives.

First, the Nagual put a dry leaf on the ground and made me look at it for hours. Every day he brought a sheet and placed it in front of me. At first I thought that these were the same sheet, but then I noticed that they were different. The Nagual said that when we realize this, we no longer look, but contemplate.

Then he began to place a pile of dry leaves in front of me. He told me to rake them with my left hand and feel them while contemplating. The dreamer moves the leaves in a spiral, contemplates them, and then dreams of the patterns formed by the leaves. The Nagual said that if a dreamer first sees patterns in a dream, and the next day finds them in his pile of dry leaves, he can consider himself to have mastered leaf contemplation. The Nagual said that gazing at the leaves strengthens the second attention. If you stare at a pile of leaves for hours, as he used to make me do, then the thoughts subside. Without thoughts, the attention of the tonal decreases. Suddenly your second attention catches on the leaves, and the leaves become something else. The nagual called the moment the second attention is hooked the world stopping.

“You make it sound so simple, La Gorda.”

– Everything the Toltecs do is very simple. The Nagual said that all we need to do to catch our second attention is just to try and try. We have all stopped the world by closely observing dry leaves. You and Eligio are different. You did it with power plants. Which way the Nagual followed in the case of Eligio, I do not know. He never told me. He told me about you because we have a common task...

“Did the nagual force you to contemplate only a pile of dry leaves?”

– When the dreamer knows how to stop the world, he can contemplate other things. Having finally lost his form completely, he can contemplate anything. I'm doing this. Although he advised us to follow a certain order in contemplation, I can enter into anything.

– At first we contemplated small plants. The Nagual warned us that such plants are very dangerous. Their power is concentrated, they have a very intense glow and are felt when dreamers contemplate them. They gather their light and shoot it at the beholder. The dreamer must choose one type of plant to contemplate.

Then we contemplated the trees. Each dreamer has his own type of tree to contemplate. In this regard, you and I are the same - we are both contemplators of eucalyptus trees...

Then, she continued, the nagual made them contemplate moving living beings. He said that small insects are the best objects. Their mobility made them harmless to the beholder, unlike plants, which extracted their light directly from the ground.

The next step was to closely contemplate the stones. She said that the stones are very ancient, strong and have a special light, rather greenish, in contrast to the white light of plants and the yellowish light of moving creatures. The stones are very difficult to open to the beholder, but it is worth the effort - the stones have their own special secrets hidden in their core. These secrets can help the magician in his dreams.

– What kind of secrets do the stones reveal to you?

“When I look closely at the very core of a stone,” she said, “I always catch a whiff of a special smell inherent only to this stone.” When I wander in my dreams, thanks to these smells I know where I am.

She added that time of day was an important factor when viewing leaves, rocks and plants. In the early morning, the trees and stones seem numb and the light is dim. Around noon they are in their best form, and contemplation of them at this time is carried out to borrow their light and strength. At the end of the day and early evening, the trees and stones are quiet and sad, especially the trees. La Gorda felt that at this hour they themselves were contemplating the contemplator.

The second series in the sequence of close contemplation is the contemplation of cyclical phenomena: rain and fog. She said that contemplatives can focus their attention directly on the rain itself and move with it, or focus it in the background and use the rain as a kind of magnifying glass to see the hidden features of the world. Places of power or places to be avoided are found through gazing through the rain. Places of strength are yellowish in color, and unfavorable places are intense green.

La Gorda noted that, undoubtedly, fog is for the contemplator the most mysterious thing on Earth and that it can be used in the same two ways as rain. But he does not easily yield to a woman; even after she loses her form, he still remains inaccessible to her. She told how one day the Nagual made her see a green haze in front of a line of fog and explained that it was the second attention of a fog gazer living in the mountains where they were then, and that it moved with the fog. She added that the fog is used to reveal the ghosts of things that no longer exist, and that the real skill of the fog meditators lies in the ability to allow their second attention to enter into whatever their contemplation reveals to them...

The next stage was a closer look into the distance and at the clouds. In both cases, the efforts of the contemplatives were to allow their second attention to go to the place they were contemplating. In this way they covered any distance or sailed on the clouds. When working with clouds, the Nagual never allowed them to contemplate storm clouds. He told them that they must first become formless, and only then they will be able to perform feats more spectacularly: they will be able to “ride” not only on a thundercloud, but also on the lightning itself...

The last episode was a close contemplation of fire, smoke and shadows. She said that for the contemplator the fire is not bright, but dark, almost black, the same as smoke. Shadows, on the other hand, are sparkling. They have color and they have movement.

There were two more things that stood apart - close contemplation of the stars and water. Stargazing was performed only by magicians who had already lost their human form. According to her, contemplating the stars went very well for her, but she could not cope with contemplating water, especially flowing water. Sorcerers used it to gather their second attention and transport it to any place where they wanted to be.

“We are all afraid of water,” she continued. – The river collects the second attention and carries it away, and there is no way to stop. The Nagual told me about your exploits in contemplating water. Once you almost disintegrated in the water of a small river, so now you can’t even take a bath...

La Gorda got up and went into the house. A minute later she returned with a small, thick, round cushion made from fibers commonly used for making nets. Without saying a word, she led me to the front porch. There she said that she made this pillow herself; it was comfortable to sit on when she was learning to contemplate. Because in close contemplation the position of the body is very important. You need to sit on the ground on a soft cushion made of natural fibers or on a bed of leaves. The back is leaned against a tree, stump or flat stone. The body should be completely relaxed. The eyes are never fixed on an object to avoid eye fatigue. Close contemplation consists of very slowly scanning the contemplated object counterclockwise, but without turning the head. She added that the Nagual made them dig these thick pillars so that they could lean against them...